♥ Love will come knocking (:

Wednesday, January 06, 2010Y

Tired but worthwhile.
yesterday, while listening to songs,
received a call from kor kor @ 2plus.
at first, i lied.
i told him i was about to sleep,
but i'm listening to songs.
he seemed depressed, & i got worried.
the only thing i can do was to listen to him,
and wait for him til he come back home.
hesitated awhile, but smsed him that
i'll be waiting for him to be home.
glad that i did,
the least i could do as sister was listen.
at least when he come home,
he will have someone waiting for him.
that's what i think.
really really glad. even though he reached at 4plus.
we talked for awhile, & my sister discovered us.
three of us talked til 5.45 or so?
haha, it's been a long time since the three siblings talk :x
hahaha (:
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tomorrow going to the open house w lowings girls.
hopefully til then, i'll find something interesting.
or so whatever, haha.
o'level results on monday..
can i really not think about it? :/
(ignore the rest of the part,
it's just about my thoughts)
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"the one you got married to,
will not be the one whom you love most."
is this true? that's what my sister say.
but i'll choose to believe in marrying the one you love most.
hahaha, will i change my mind when i grow up?
due to experiences, people tend to change their thoughts.
and now,
even by hearing people's experiences,
will influence my thoughts.
i've such a weak mind. hahaha.
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suddenly remembered,
to love, or to be loved..
last time i'd choose to love.
but now, i'm not really that sure now.
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changes is always a constant,
isn't it.? (:

ends at 11:00 PM

Tuesday, January 05, 2010Y

Splurge :D
I spent around $150 today (-.-")
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Went out with elisia today :D
Ate subway for breakfast, good way to clear cravings.
hahaha, then the lazy trip began.
cabbed to clarke quay first,
went to walk around to shop for clothes.
Saw a shop w many dresses,
& we went in, wanted to buy a same dress w elisia,
but the auntie didn't tell us there's only a piece left.
irritated w her extreme "sales" skills.
more like forcing..
but nope, she won't get what she want.
elisia bought the dress (:
it looks really nice on her, hahaha :x
then we went to another shop,
with a very friendly & polite sales lady (:
loveeee her attitude,
& I bought a dress there, too.
now i find it a little expensive though, $63.90.
splurgeeeee, w/o necklace somemore,
but anyway, bought the necklace too.
only from that shop costs me $76. (sweat)
when I think back..
impulse shopper. & I really hate it -.-"
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then we cabbed (-.-) to cineleisure.
the experience there was horrible.
hahaha, now, i'm still embarassed.
eeek, don't wanna talk about it anymore.
& we have wasted 7.50$ each.
impulse shopper, *useless :x
roarrrr, but anyway,
we went to plaza sing's this fashion.
something funny happened there too :x
too tired to elaborate any further.
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after that, we went home.
by cab. (-.-)
we're really really lazy.
but there's times that we have thoughts
about walking/mrt-ing.
just that we didn't put it in action :x
thoughts that counts?
(sounds wrong here, but..)
hahaha, :D
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the word cab alone costs around $32.
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Bought yamashita tomohisa aka yamapi's
music album today, really really happy :D
even though it's the normal one,
but i'm really happy!
the fact that hmv shipped the album
from japan to singapore :D
price doesn't matter anymore.
hahaha :D:D
Yamapi is lovedddddd!!! :D
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I love my mp3 player (:

The "new" hmv is apparently..
much better! (:

loooooooook, *daydreams :x:x

splurge..

the wasted $7.50,
note: the ticket is INtact..
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But, I had a extreme fun day today :D
Hahaha, we're compatible :X hahaha :D

ends at 7:51 PM

Monday, January 04, 2010Y

Results going to be out soon..
the more you want to not think about it,
the more it appears on your mind.
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I went to cut my long irritating nails,
now, they're so shorttt.
I can't even open my phone cover now.
Long nails can be useful at sometimes.
hahaha, (random).
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I've nothing to blog about today, I just watch dramas at home,
and that's all. hahaha :D what a "life" I have.
hmmm, will have something to blog soon,
outing with elisia tomorrow,
hopefully I can buy something I like :D
hahaha. Watching movie tomorrow (:
The last time I watched a movie,
is also with elisia, hahaha :D
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I spent literally 3 hours, lying down to think.
To search for an answer,
but apparently, you don't always get what you want.
right..? I know.. ):
I need that answer asap, if not..
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people always spend time searching for an answer,
not knowing the best way to.
however, when they relax,
they will get the answer they want.
(even though I know I shouldn't think of it,
I just can't stop thinking about it)
Brains just function this way, isn't it..?

ends at 11:35 PM

Friday, January 01, 2010Y

Happy new year everyone (:
May all lowings have a great year ahead & good health (:
& hope everyone will go to a course yall like (:
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Hmmm, the first meal of 2010 for me,
was macdonalds. (veryy veryy random)
Hahaha, didn't know where to start from, so..
I ate macdonalds at 1plus. Haha :x
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2009 wasn't really a great year, but still,
it was a very memorable year.
It was a year that time passes quickly.
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At first, around jan,
most of us thought o'level wouldn't come so quickly,
but time passes very quickly.
unknowingly, it's already june,
& we had to take our chinese olevel.
we went in w our uneasy mind to
experience the first "olevel" exam.
then after the first exam,
it's prelims.
prelims held in classrooms wasn't really great.
although we wont feel very stressed,
but the atmosphere wasn't like olevel.
so, for me, it seems like it's still like not so serious.
but after receiving results, we knew where we stand.
& finally, the last minute struggle before o'level starts.
hahaha, notes, textbooks, calculator, mathematical set, etc.
checked & checked repeatedly.
to ensure nothing goes wrong during the real o'levels.
and after 2-3 weeks?
finally, olevels over. everyone celebrated.
then..
lowings chalet, outings with friends, etc etc.
then 2009 was over. so fast..
(i skip quite a few months, cause time passes really fast)
Now, I've forgotten what I did during that few months.
hahaha, should I be glad that 2009 is already gone?
or shouldn't I? because 2010, will be a completely new life.
different environment, new friends, new studying methods.
hmmm. I also don't know. hahaha..
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2009 also have alot of misunderstanding, quarrels.
but now, I should be glad that we did quarrel.
because by looking back, we know we've overcomed it.
hahaha, & elisia, must remember the promise we made via sms yep.
travelling and meeting, a must, okay. hahaha :D
i'll definitely miss you alot if we're separated T.T
but luckily, we stay near to each other.
hahaha, ^^
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Oh &, recently I'm addicted to japanese groups T.T
addicted to yamapi (although he don't have any activities)
addicted to akanishi jin (ahahaha, first time see his name hor)
hahaha, & good news to me,
family outing will have season 2, weee (:
I can see daesung in there i think, hahaha :D
okay, hmm, those that are reading might say..
enough of there jap idols, hahaha.
(who cares, i like! i loveeee them) - lolololol.
hahahaha, goneee to see their shows & dramas,
byeeeebyeeee (:
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Yamashita Tomohisa is soooooooo loveddddd,
especially when he raps, (insert x100000 hearts)
hahaha, when he raps, i dieddd.
hahahaha, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

ends at 1:03 PM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009Y

Hahaha, don't give a shit about those posts?
Well, by posting a post at your blog,
this shows that that's how you dont give a shit?
Hahaha, I'm laughing right now.
& Yes, you didn't mentioned that you did not mentioned god,
BUT i'm saying you did (:
not saying that you denied that you mention god.
Why can't I post whatever I want?
Since the person who ask you to remove it doesn't mind,
why are you caring it so much?
Getting embarassed of your post?
Oh well, who knows yeah? (:
If by not putting up people's names is called respecting,
so you meant that you can just blog about people at their back?
Well, to me, I can't.
I need to let the people know who I'm saying,
At least I dare to show them who I'm blogging about (:
Well, this is my blog, I've rights to put up whatever I want.
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Not happy?
Leave, who ask you to read then :D
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Epic dumb people find flaws in people's blog?
Well, that's you too,
cause you've just said that I wrote your name (:
Isn't this finding flaws?
Wow, Hello, so you're also one of the epic dumb people? (:
you've just shown us a good demonstration (:
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PS, if you respect your friends,
would you criticise them in a post in your blog?
and would you criticise their lover?
Well, I guess... not? (:
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& You believe in apologising?
I dont think you've apologised to the boy (:

ends at 10:40 PM

Wow, more drama. I like it (:
Was telling myself to control, not to say anything,
but looks like I can't.

Personally, I dont feel that the person 'joke' was wrong,
she/he's correct when she/he say not to use god as a weapon.
Yeah, don't use god to limit people's actions & stuffs.
Well, many people are pissed off with joke saying that the way she/he mentioned god is wrong. By the way, then who are you to mention god anyway? Oh, sorry. I shouldn't put it that way. Well, Too bad. I meant what I literally typed. I'm not trying to side 'joke' here, but well, who mentioned god first? Well, If I'm not wrong, it's kathleen mentioned it first? for your information, if you don't believe me, I've got proof. I saved what she posted yeah. I'll show you the proof.
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dont always keep things to yourself like some HUMANS..
till now i have no idea why is she doing this to mi..
like i have offended her or smth?
what wrong have i done?
like ehh plss..
have you given mi any chance to explain myself?
NOT AT ALL!
do you know how much pain ur lover done to me?
BECOS OF HIM.. i lost nearly all my confidence.. but is okay becos i still have my frens who supports mi.
SO WHAT IF IM FAT AND STUPID! WHAT TH HELL!
FAT GOT WRONG AR! I NOT OVERWEIGHT LO!
FACE YUAN ONLY WHAT! at least i wont despise and talk real bad bout others..
i believe we all gossip.. is just to th entend whr u can really hurt someone deeply.
i thot u are a strong believer of christ, boy? GOSSIPING IS NOT GOOD! (Don't tell me this sentence wasn't mentioning god?) Isn't she trying to ask that boy to not gossip because he's a christian? Isn't she using the name of god? No? Well...
AND YOU, is a great disappointment.
i took a year to heal my wound.
promises u made.. all forgotten?
i still kept all th letters & little gifts u made for me in a precious box.
never had th intentions of throwing them away.. memories are kept forever as always.
just a wish of happy birthday from you can satisfy mi.
BUT do u even rmb my big day?
how can u be so cruel?
you were once a sweet, thoughtful and caring girl.. perhaps you are still one.. but no longer towards mi.
perhaps u still dunno th real truth of what he had really done.
there is a reason to everything. what hurts most is u have always been siding him and not thought of my feelings?
as usual, humans do have a choice. NO ONE CAN CONTROL YOU.
i will never allow myself to get controlled of making frens or going into a relationship.
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This is what she wrote, & who mentioned god first?
No offence, but it's her, isn't it?
Who brought it up first?
Well, See for yourself.
For those who don't know anything, don't blindly side one person when you know literally nothing (: Well, "I'm just posting my feelings"
This is my blog, I can write what I want, Isn't it?
Too bad, That's what I want write now (:

I can't stand seeing people getting accused or bullied too (:
& PS, what coward meant was..
lacking courage; very fearful or timid.
I dont think 'joke' was coward,
she/he wrote what she/he want to say,
that's brave & need a lot of courage?
Well, again, That's what I think.
No offence, HAHAHA =P

ends at 3:39 PM

Saturday, December 19, 2009Y

I don't wish to interfere, but I just cannot leave it like that.
sometimes, it's yourself to blame, not others okay.
complaining this and that, but what about you?
have you ever reflect about yourself?
why they dislike me so much? what's wrong?
people dont hate one for nothing okay.
what have you seriously done for her?
Siding someone else huh, not you?
Are you really that sure? If so,
That's because you dont know the truth well.
Don't say until it's like all her fault &
Are you really sure a wish is enough?
Deep down, are you really sure?
Don't tell me you're not hoping for a present..
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To me, she's always kind, thoughtful, caring.
to the extent that when she got bullied,
she wont even say a thing.
She keep everything to herself,
you may think it's a bad point &
she deserved it because she didnt say a thing.
but to me, keeping things to herself is a good point.
because she doesn't want to make others worried,
hence, keeping quiet, everything to herself.
BUT that doesnt mean that she deserved that.
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When you dont understand her THAT much,
then, dont judge her.
Don't think that you know everything,
let me tell you, you know nothing.
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Oh, by the way,
if she's too kind to tell you,
let me tell you.
If buying 2 bags, then there will be discount,
then you buy 2 lor,
dont ask her if she wants one,
cause she doesnt know how to reject people.
she's too kind to reject.
hence, she just quietly accepts it.
So that you'll have that discount.
That's the way she is,
How thoughtful, sweet and kind til people
unconsciously takes advantage of her.
because that person will never know that she
just buy that bag so that the person will have discount.
& Is this not kind, thoughtful or sweet enough?
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Hence, People always take advantage of her,
& I seriously hate it, really hate it.
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& Stop dragging people in to find fault at her.
what her lover did to you and stuffs.
Why would her lover do that for nothing?
You think he have too much time for you?
Nah, sorry. You've got none.
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I can do anything & everything to protect her.
Trust me for that, I seriously meant IT.
Don't believe me? Go ahead & try me then.

ends at 2:45 AM

Friday, December 18, 2009Y

hmmm. i've nothing to do at home at all. everyday is so lifeless & boring. argh, when it's time to break, i dont want it. when it's time to work hard, i want a break. argh. contradicting? I think so too, hahaha. went to bbq chicken for lunch with my niece (: after that, when i reached home, talked to elisia for around 1hour plus?, hahaha. whenever with her, or talk to her, there's always laughter. hahaha, i'm looking forward to meet her, hahaha :D i'm looking forward to meet yien and leta tooooo. hahaha (: life is really boring, i became very lazyyy. no, i was already very lazy in the first place. hahaha (: chatted with stephanie on msn also, it's been a long time since i spoke to her/or see her. lowings outing soon, i hope. i'll try to organise one? hahaha, :D
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hannah sms-ed just now, dont know why, but i felt really happy :D:D she said she saw yamapi's poker cards i think, and she's buying that for me for xmas :D hahaha, i'm happy not because i'm receiving presents on xmas, but i'm happy that she thought of me :D thoughts that counts, right? hahaha, i was really happy when i saw that sms :D i smiled to the computer for like 5seconds? hahaha, :D *depression, (inside joke) hahaha (: ahhh, i'm getting sleepy, should I just sleep now? then time will pass fast enough, & i will be able to see elisia the next morning :D i'm looking forward to our outing :D:D like 11hours more only? hahaha, :D:D
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I'm addicted to the word "Daisuki" (I love you), hahaha.
Yamashita Tomohisa, daisuki!! :D
hahaha, i want to learn japanese.. after watching jdramas, i've learn a few japanese phrases they usually say. hahaha. japanese is difficult, their language have so many formalities. ____ san, _____ kun, _____chan, ____sama. wahhh. so many. hahaha :D now, jaaa nee! (byeeee!) & oyasumi (goodnight) :D:D hahahaha :D

ends at 11:06 PM